The most explosive part of Volume 3 deals with the death of Deendayal Upadhyaya in 1968. Upadhyaya’s body was found at Mughal Sarai Railway Station, and the official narrative called it an "accident." However, Madhok alleges that it was a murder. He claims that Atal Bihari Vajpayee told him to "float the accident theory." When Madhok refused to back this narrative, he was forced to resign from the primary membership of the Jana Sangh.
: Reviewers highlight Madhok's "ruthless" and "objective" narration, where he openly criticizes figures like Atal Bihari Vajpayee and Nana Deshmukh, accusing them of complicity in cover-ups. zindagi ka safar balraj madhok pdf 2021